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Saturday, 26 June 2010

  • Awesome poem from Shane :)

    Letting go is hard sometimes!!
    by Shane McKellar

    I know you have to leave me
    And things will never be the same.
    The tears won't stop falling
    And all I feel is pain.

    I will never forget the fun times we had
    But now all that is left are memories-
    Those will never fade.
    I just have to think about the past;
    It's the only way to make those good times last.

    Life's full of ups and downs;
    I guess I just have to deal.
    I'm not sure how you did it
    But my heart you did steal.

    Your words are sweet and kind;
    This is something I never thought I'd find.
    My happiness just seems to be slowly fading away
    And everything would be different now
    If only you could stay.

    I guess that's why I hate to get attached,
    Because I'll be caught in this dreadful trap
    And in the end, alone again,
    My mind just might snap.

    I remember the first time I saw you.
    I told myself you would be mine.
    And sooner or later you were, all you needed was time.
    I want so much for you to have the feelings I do
    And for you to understand me
    And me to understand you, too.

    I just wish you could hold me forever
    And never let me go.
    Maybe we can be together again...
    I wish I could know.

    There are many questions to ponder in my mind
    And many answers I hope to eventually find.
    Sometimes letting go of things is very hard to do.
    There's no regret from me and I hope none from you.

    I know this isn't love but everything before.
    I wish I could see my future and what I have in store.

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    I found this old poem of Shanes which he posted on an earlier post of mine. I really liked it and decided to repost it, 'cause Shane is talented, and well...I liked it. :)

    Signing off into the world beyond my realm...

    Alexis

  • What I want in a man...

    Original List (Age 22):
    1. Handsome
    2. Charming
    3. Funny
    4. Caring listener
    5. In good shape
    6. Dresses with style
    7. Appreciates the finer things
    8. Full of thoughtful surprises
    10. Loves to surprise me

    Revised List (Age 32):
    1. Nice looking
    2. Opens the car door, holds out chairs
    3. Has enough money for a nice dinner
    4. Listens
    5. Laughs at my jokes
    6. Carries bags of groceries with ease
    7. Appreciates a good, homecooked meal
    8. Owns at least one tie
    9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries
    10. Plans together time on the weekends

    Revised List (Age 42):
    1. Not too ugly
    2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car
    3. Works steady, and splurges on dinner out occasionally
    4. Nods head when I'm talking
    5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes
    6. Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture
    7. Wears a shirt that covers is stomach
    8. Knows not to buy champagne with screw top lids
    9. Remembers to put the toilet seat down
    10. Shaves most weekends

    Revised List (Age 52):
    1. Keeps hair in the nose and ears trimmed
    2. Doesn't belch or scratch in public
    3. Doesn't borrow money too often
    4. Doesn't nod off to sleep while I'm venting
    5. Doesn't retell the same joke too many times
    6. Is in good enough shape to get off the couch on weekends
    7. Usually wears matching socks and fresh underwear
    8. Appreciates a good TV dinner
    9. Remembers my name on occasion
    10. Shaves some weekends

    Revised List (Age 62):
    1. Doesn't scare small children
    2. Remembers where the bathroom is
    3. Doesn't require much money for upkeep
    4. Only snores lightly when asleep
    5. Remembers why he's laughing
    6. Is in good enough shape to stand up by himself
    7. Usually wears some clothes
    8. Likes soft foods
    9. Remembers where he left his teeth
    10. Remembers that its the weekend

    Revised List (Age 72):
    1. Breathing
    2. Doesn't miss the toilet

Monday, 14 June 2010

  • Sad story

    Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
    Guy: No, this is fun.
    Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
    Guy: Then tell me you love me.
    Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
    Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
    *Girl hugs him*
    Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

    (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived.

    The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

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    I liked this story, which was sent to me in my email. Its just so sad, romantic, and well...sad. It would be a scary situation to be in, to realize you are about to die, but unable to do anything about it. Really really scary. *nods*

Wednesday, 09 June 2010

  • GRADUATED OFFICIALLY NOW!!!!

    So since I haven't posted anything in a really long time, I will update on my existance that I will continue to call my life. Since we have last talked, I have finished college, wrote my licensing exam, and graduated from college as a practical nurse. I have my diploma and everything!! And BEST of ALL....my best friend in like...eva came from BC for my grad....SHANE! lol. You have no idea how happy I was to see him. I haven't seen him since he moved away...but that was MY fault, not his. I was pretty embarassed to see him over things I probably shouldn't have been. But he once again, knows what I am talking about, and we had a good heart to heart about it too. *nods* Actually we had a heart to heart on like everything under the sun. It was like the old times!!! I really miss not having him around to hang out with, to do the things we used to do...usually talking and such. *nods* I'm just super happy he came, and I hope to go and visit him and see where he lives someday soon!! Thats it for now!! :)

Sunday, 06 December 2009

  • Thus I nag again!!

    Well...I thought I would take a break and get over...well myself. Which I have done, and now having made a remarkable recovery, will try to be better at remembering to update this thing more often.

    I'm almost done my acute care clinical in Red Deer Hospital which I am sincerely enjoying. I really enjoy helping people, and can't get over that intense sense of pleasure I get in seeing I have helped someone make a turn towards the road to good health. I have really enjoyed meeting the people I have, and learning from the incredible nurses at this hospital. It'll be an experience that will stick with me until I have dementia and can't remember my own name.  :)

    Urm...I can't even update you on my personal life...'cause all I do is go to work and school. But I hope to have promising news in this department one day in the future!!

    I've pretty well am done my Christmas shopping, and sent my cards out today!!! Which means that mr. Shane should send me his address so I can get his to him!! I only have to finish delivering my presents, then I'm good to go!!

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